So I got all the way through Monday with little change to my situation. I was able to speak more with Dennis and rehash some old causes of our current dilemma. I wish that I could say that I felt confident in what the future held but I just feel sad. I had desires to return to the natural man but I stayed true for another day. I hope that this week will be a first of many weeks to stay on target.
I went out a rode my bicycle last night. I rode 10 miles in 36 minutes. I would like to eventually get to where I can ride 10 miles in under 30 minutes. I am pretty sure that I can do it but it will take more time.
Sometimes I feel ambivalent to the changes that are occurring around the office. I look at the situation and just say I will wait another day. I do not have a lot that I can do but that certainly doesn't stop me from trying to figure out the best ways to waste my time. I have placed myself in a position where I say, "whatever the Lord wants." without taking action on my own or being patient for answers to my own questions. I want to be better and to make a significant difference with what I do and how I impact others. I like being involved. We shall see what today holds.
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